Thursday, April 1, 2010

NaPoWriMo #1 Shuffle


It's no secret love is a stranger with open arms
the sound of loneliness
is like phantom lovers at the corner house.
All I care about is the peace within.
Let's wrap it up. I'm nobody's moggy now.
Meet me in the morning by the streams of Doonah
where two island swans spoke with the angels
on the snowy path, dark and deep.
Thousands are sailing down on the moon.






napowrimo #1: shuffle a poem
# Put your iPod or iTunes (or other mp3 player) on shuffle. (If you don’t have a music player that shuffles, you can choose CD or album titles at random from your collection by writing several titles down on little slips of paper … works the same way.)
# Write down the first five titles that come up. No cheating allowed!
# Use all five titles to draft a new poem. They have to be used intact — you can interrupt them with punctuation, but you may not remove or change words. Shuffle away — the more eclectic your music collection, the better!

CONSIDER THE CAT


Spartan meows lonely as the rain on the horizon.
My job is to cuddle him an hour a day
while his owners visit Paris in springtime
but he'll have none of it. I try holding him,
rolling the ball, offer cat treats, speak in silly kissy voices
you wouldn't want to be caught dead uttering in public,
all I get for my efforts is ribboned flesh.
I try sitting in different couches to entice him.
Nothing works. He won't stop circling the kitchen
meowing piteously for all things lost.
He tries different languages, translations of lost meows
but nothing works. They're inexplicably gone.
And I can't tell him, this many days on the calendar of hope.
Living up to his name, he eschews affection and toys.
Keeps a spartan existence. I think:
what if he dies of loneliness while they're gone?
Only on my watch. I've grown accustomed to the idea
having lived much of my life alone, and now
living with a man who demands a wide satellite orbit
that I've created artificial islands of loneliness
in order to survive. I find solace in the starkness.
Only when I sit down at the table to write this poem
does the cat come unbidden to my lap and tuck himself in
the crook of my arm for a long desolate purr.

4//1/10
April Poem A Day Challenge—Lonely

NaPoWriMo Prompts 2010 (not used)


4/6 Pictures Rhiannon’s prompt gives you something else on which to focus these conversations: pictures. Many people collect favourite images, whether as memories or posters, sketches or computer files. Pick one such collection of yours – a stamp collection, a postcard book, a file of photos – and rifle through it until something catches your eye. (If you don’t have such a collection, try putting a word – any word – into Google image search or flick through the website of an art gallery.)Once you have an image, begin to interrogate it for poems. Ask: Who or what in this picture could speak? What would they say? Why is this image meaningful to me? When I look at it, what am I remembering? How does this image make me feel? Which of my moods is easiest to find in it? Where would I want to display picture? Who do I want to see it?Collect the answers to your questions as a hoard of words or phrases. Scatter them across a blank sheet of paper, then check for patterns. What rhymes? Where is there alliteration? Is any rhythm apparent? Patterns might suggest a form for the poem.If there aren’t enough patterns, you have two choices: either write your poem as free verse or go back to the images and generate more words. Have fun




napowrimo #7: love, funny side upApril 7th, 2010by the Read Write Poem StaffToday, Alan Summers wants us to write poems about “humor in love,” and he has a specific form in mind!Write and capture humorous incidents related to love in a 5-line love poem called a tanka. (You may even decide to create your own tanka journal for love poems!) Here’s how to write one:Describe in concrete terms one or two simple images (two or three lines) from your humorous love encounter, not just what you saw but also what you tasted, touched, smelled or heard.What were you were thinking at the time this love encounter happened? Write that down, too, as two or three lines, so you have five lines in total for the poem.Think about making the third line of your poem into a pivot line, so that it links to both the previous two lines and to the final two lines.Test the tanka by dividing it into two parts so the third line acts both as the last line of the first part and as the first line of the second part. Does each section make sense separately, and then together?Think about reducing — and even avoiding — capitalization and punctuation because a tanka needn’t be like a sentence or merely a flat statement.




4/8 NaPoWriMo 8 Unusual Love ConnectionsToday, think of your current love, your current obsession or the one who got away. Now come up with five or more unusual metaphors for the object of your affection/obsession: wool scarf, cough drop, puddle, half-empty bottle of red wine… Choose your favorite of the bunch and write a poem celebrating (or trashing) your love.



NaPoWriMo #9 Your mission, should you choose to accept it, is to:
Use at least twelve words from this list: flap, winter, torch, pail, jug, strum, lever, massage, octopus, marionette, stow, pumice, rug, jam, limp, campfire, startle, wattle, bruise, chimney, tome, talon, fringe, walker;
Include something that tastes terrible;
Include some part (from a few words to several lines) of a previous poem that didn’t quite pan out; and
Include a sound that makes you happy.



4/10 write a horror poem. Make it scary. Make it cheesy. Make it funny. Whatever you do, link it somehow to horror. Who knows? Maybe someone will write the next great raven poem.

Here's my attempt:

"The People Outside"

We wait outside your windows for a chance
to peek inside, to see what you do when
the lights go out without warning. We don't
understand, so we scratch at your walls and
shake your door handles. If we could, we would
reach out for you and try to pull you close.



4/11 take the phrase "The Last (blank)," replace the blank with a word or phrase, make that the title of your poem, and then, write the poem. Some examples: "The Last Train," "The Last Kiss," "The Last Time I'll Give Directions to a Complete Stranger," "The Last Dance," etc.

Here is my attempt:

"The Last Thing I Said"

Let me begin by explaining:
I am not an astronaut; my
body is not a capsule. When
I was fired into outer space,
I had no idea I'd return.





4/11 write about the choice we didn’t make:

Everyday we make choices. Some are small: English breakfast or Lipton? the highway or back roads? Some are more significant: convertible or mini-van? farmhouse or condo?

Some choices lead us straight into the life we’re living, but for this poem, think about one of the things in your life you didn’t choose.

Be concrete. Pick an object — something tangible* — and write your poem directly to it, as if you were writing it a personal letter. Explain why you didn’t choose it. What could things have been like if you had? Talk about what your life has become without it. See where the “confession” takes you.

*As an alternative, dig a little deeper and write your poem to a person you left behind







4/12 pick a city, make that the title of your poem, and write a poem. Your poem can praise or belittle the city. Your poem could be about the city or about the people of the city. Your poem could even have seemingly nothing to do with the city. But the simple act of picking a city will set the mood (to a certain degree), so choose wisely.

Here's my attempt:

"Savannah"

Oaks hover over us as we walk
toward River Street. We stop to read
a sign. A man holding a trumpet
asks Will if he can take his stroller,
but Will just points at a bird hopping
along the brick sidewalk. Tammy laughs,
and I lean in to kiss her. We don't
have any plans today, so we turn
away from River Street to see if
we can get lost and find our way back.




4/12 Found poem: 6-word autobiography:

For sale: Baby shoes. Never used.

To see more six-word autobiography poems:




4/13
write a self-portrait poem. Other artists study themselves to create compositions (not all of them exactly flattering either), so it is only natural that poets, who are word artists, write self-portrait poems from time to time. In fact, some poets make self-portrait poetry "their main thing." For at least today, make it yours.
Here's my attempt:

"31"

Look at me and cry wolf; say hands
and shoulders; say legs; my eyes burn
bright through walls and clothing; I turn
mistakes into miracles and

push harder when pushed; look at these
arms; they absorb the fine knuckles
of this world; my back won't buckle;
my heart reaches for the trapeze.










National Poem Writing Month

If November is National Novel Writing Month, then cruel April is National Poem Writing Month. 30 Days, 30 Poems.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Silly Poem



A silly poem for a silly kitten
who madly grabs the carpet
and throunces the corner
and thumps it within an inch of its life
until it begs for mercy
but the kitten has lost interest
and is peering at me
with that crazed look in his eye
and he races off to the kitchen
colliding with the cabinet
where the catfood hides.
He thwacks the door a few times
the rubberband taut between the knobs
holds and twangs like a Jewsharp
but the kitten gallops off again,
tail arched like an Arabian horse,
to attack poor old Nellie the cat,
caught napping, she hisses
and swats him down into place
but he's undaunted
and she enters into the fray
batting a piece of paper like a pingpong ball,
she's playing for both teams,
she scores a goal at both ends of the hall,
she pirouettes while he watches on
with a practiced bored expression
on his little kitten face. He yawns,
and curls up on my laptop for a nap.




Write a silly poem: http://bit.ly/deimZ9

Crawdaddies


Why does everyone call crawdads "crayfish" when  they're clearly not a fish at all? We don't call  their pinche cousins lobsters & langistinos—lobsterfish. At least a few crawdads are actually dads. Otherwise there’d be none at all. In Australia they call freshwater crawdaddies (crayfish) "Yabbies" or "Koonac". Mudbugs, ditch bugs. Whatever you call 'em.

My brother Guy used to catch crawdads in Arroyo/Barranca Creek and cook them in a tiny pot until they turned red. Tasted like lobster. Do they still have that big annual Delta crawdad feed in Locke? Went once with my cousins Dave & Sinead. They covered the table with newspaper and dumped platterfulls of 'daddies on the table.

I preferred the crawdads from our clear creeks—no muddy aftertaste. ‘Course the beer takes care of that. How to eat crawdads? Pinch the tails and suck they heads, as they say. Not much meat, but, sweet with butter & lemon. We used to hang red rubber bands from string and the crawdads would latch onto them and we'd slowly ease them out of the water, with them hanging onto their treat. The trick was to have a net ready to catch them as they dropped off. We never had a net, and I was too impatient to lull them to shore, but I still tried to lob them to the bank. God, they could pinch!

I found this: The name "crayfish" does not come from the word "fish", but from the Old French, escrevisse (Modern French écrevisse) meaning "crevice" referring to the habitat of the animal. The word has been modified to "crayfish" by association with "fish". The American variant "crawfish" is similarly derived. (This derivation is an example of folk etymology.)

Aha! It's a Malaprop, or a Mondegreen: escrevisse = crayfish. They have slain the Earl of Morey and laid him on the green (Lady Mondegreen). Mrs. Malaprop bungled aphorisms. Songs take a big hit too.  José can you see, by the dawn's early light. Me, a cowboy, me a Mexican cowboy (mea culpea). 'Scuse me while I kiss this guy.  In a Godda davida!

Don't forget the starfish.  Neither fish, nor star.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Woodpussie

My uncle once rescued an old sailboat, a Woodpussie,
from the bottom of Tiburon Harbor and parked it on our hillside.
It sank into the dirt, the only tide it ever saw was a steady sea of grass.

One spring I planted bulbs in large cans, and arranged them on the deck,
the boat was a riot of color, but watering them was my undoing.
The gophers smelled food and chewed thru the bottom of the boat,
climbed up the deck and into the pots just to get to them.

I WAS A KINDERGARTEN DROPOUT


When I was four-going-on-five,
on my way to kindergarten,
a gophersnake stretched itself across the fireroad
and I was too terrified to step over it.
I managed to step over the snake once
but when it happened again,
the snake stretching out his long green coolness across the road,
I dropped out of kindergarten.
I simply wouldn't go. My grandmother relented,
my tantrums verged on archetypal hysteria,
and so I was a kindergarten drop out.
It was a mile to the highway to catch the bus—
and I was a very young kindergartner
so I often got lost along the way.
My grandmother did not walk me to the bus stop.
She figured I'd manage on my own.
But it was a terribly long way,
an infinite ribbon of road with myriad country distractions.
I remember catching the big yellow bus once.
A sea of hostile faces and an irate bus driver
who didn't like to wait. That sealed my fate.

3/25/2008

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Gophersnakes (or why I was a kindergarten drop-out.)


When  I was four, a gophersnake would stretch itself all the way across Arroyo Road (it was still a fire road in those days) and I was terrified to step over it. I did manage to muster up enough bravery once—but when it happened again, I dropped out of kindergarten. I simply wouldn't go. My grandmother relented, and so I was a kindergarten drop out. It was a mile to SF Drake to catch the bus—and I was a very young kindergartner (November birthday) so I often got lost along the way. The road was long, so many distractions.  I remember catching the bus once. A sea of hostile faces and an irate bus driver.

OAKLAND TURF WARS


I heard the keen of a hawk overhead,
all the birds ducked for cover,
and now the bluejay's jabberin' up a storm,
stealing the finches’ food and dive-bombing
the poor cat—just because he can.

Notes on Zana's Scarecrow Photo

                       —from a photo by Zana Darrow

The scarecrow wants to escape to the islands,
but he's landlocked in the backwoods of Wisconsin.
He's a hunter, a redneck, or a logger,
wearing an aloha lei over his plaid shirt.
His belt buckle is a flattened beer can
of finest aluminum alloy.
He's into supersizing, he eats a lot
of Wonderbread washed down with beer.
Smokes a little Maui-wowie when he can get it.
He's a bit shady. His other truck is a truck.
He's either unemployed,
the welfare checks have run out,
or else he's a writer
(the full beard that's seen no razor in years)
or else he's my first ex-boyfriend
(Sweet Old Bob) gone retro-native, the shit.
Life is shitty, everybody dumps on him
so he takes a dump in the woods
to get back to nature, he says.
Or maybe a tornado whirled his house away
while he was sitting on the pot.
Or he's waiting for hunting season
and the deer to come to him…
But at the crossroads on the edge of town,
the topless bars are hopping.
He reckons he'll have to sit this one out.

Celebrating Health Care Reform on Facebook

It's only 4:20 (alors!) but I'm having a pint o' chardonnay w/ my egg salad samwich to celebrate the health care bill passing. We've finally entered into the 20th century—better a century late, than never.

Here's to Mother Jones & all the Irish American women suffragettes who fought for social reform—from founding of labor unions to free public education to birth control to to medical care. Sláinte agaibh! Think I'll have ice cream for dinner. What wine to pair with it? Decisions, decisions.

Katelin writes that I should poach pears in a wine and spice mix (vanilla, cloves, cinnamon, apple juice - whatever is in the cupboard at the time) when done, to make a reduction with the leftovers, absolute heaven with vanilla ice cream.

Oooh, I have a bottle of 2 Buck Chuck Cabernet & some fat pears from Costco, Neil's bringing the French Vanilla ice cream from TJs. It's a plan. I ask Katelin, should I remove the labels from the pears? Katelin tells me: peel those babies, please!

So the ice cream perched on the poached pear halves looks a bit like the Sydney Opera house, do I need a passport/visa to Oz in order to eat this just dessert?

Note to self: next time don't toss in the whole Meyer lemon, just the zest.

Katelin asks; How much chardonnay, again? You may be Irish, but you cook like a Frenchwoman.

I reply, I only drink what's in the neck. Well you know Brittany is Celtic, after all...

Katelin: Cherchez la femme. Takes one to know one. Bon appetit!

French vanilla ice cream does taste much better with wine. Perhaps a wine float for dessert? Does this count as drunk posting while flacebrooking?

Katelin replies: what the hell are you going to float it on, woman? I have always heard the Irish had high tolerance. I have have a lot of Scot, so canna say

Zana drops in and comments: Did you two make it home ok?

Hhaha! It all started out wrong like a dog eating catfood— yesterday morning when another friend suggested Jack Daniels & pickle juice for brekkie as my friend Alexander was out of coffee... I never quite recovered my proper senses after that imagined assault.

That, and with Zana's beer can decorated scarecrow sitting at the edge of the woods on the loo, my mind was utterly deja-voodooed & warped. I did, however, have a glass of whine at 4:20pm, I did make pears poached in you-know-what—but truth be known, I'm such a pantywaist lightweight, I never could drink much. Not even in high school on a dare and not even Irish whiskey.

I drank too much vodka once with Sue Barry & Sue Williams out at Taylor Park circa 1967 and had a 3-day hangover, that was the end of my drinking career. It was years before I could even look at orange juice. Bless the gallant young stranger who held me upright as I puked in the bushes. But yesterday was such a fun thread, we were all on a roll, I didn't want to disrupt it. I'm still tittering. This is good.

Zana replies: I hear you. I had to give up lemon cream rinse in my hair back in the 70's after a long round of tequila. I also found out my newly aquired spanish words shouldn't be repeated.

Lin Marie chimes in: Hilarious! I am making a toast to you all! Clink!

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Health Care bill passes


To celebrate the Health Care bill passing, I made TJs instant pudding (blancmange) and spiked it wih cocoa and Bailey's Irish Cream & I added a little cream fraiche. Five minutes before the bill passed, Obama tweeted: Yes we can. Yes we did. Indeed. I loved Nancy Pelosi's line "Being a woman will no longer be a pre-existing medical condition." Ain’t dat da truth. Never in my lifetime did I imagine such a thing happening. Giddy with excitement. Here's to you, Teddy Kennedy, for making it so.

From a Facebook post

BarackObama Tonight’s vote is not a victory for any one party – it is a victory for the American people. Tonight, we answered the call of history. House Passes Sweeping Health Care Overhaul Bill - ABC News

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Finding new rellies on facebook

The Bantry & Manchester Walshes have found us in Facebook—it's about time, cousins! Hello all. I'm Jennie (Jane) Walsh Reilly's grandaughter. Please go to Geni and add your families.

I sent you Teresa Armstrong's link, there are 4 more links on my page. I'm waiting for Alan. Is Noel on FB? Go to my page to see the links.

BIG HINT: if last name is Walsh (or Armstrong), we're related. Grainne is Teresa's daughter—I had to look it up on Geni. These are all Paddy & Mary's kids (Bantry & Manchester.

Wasn't someone in Cardiff? Sinead? & Birmingham?).

Don't know about Frank & Bridie's kids (Tralee). Haven't had contact since the 70s.

The Walshes are a Nation Once Again—we're at 700 people on Geni & still growing!

And we're not done connecting with all the Nevada Walshes yet. Bea sent a story about Mike Malloy the Nevada Co DA. Look him up. Also Steve Walsh & family just joined. At this point-even a road map isn't helping tho Bea explained how we're related. Either a 2nd cousin or a 2nd cousin once removed. Not sure where he lives. Is he on FB? Maybe we need to start a Group page for all of us (the We're Related app isn't working).

Mike Malloy is in Reno, Nevada...he's my 2nd cousin; his father Emmett was Nellie Walsh Malloy's youngest.  Nellie was Old Pat's oldest child.  I've never met him.

So when's the next WALSH REUNION? Who's putting it on? Where? Who can put up 2-300 people at once?

We just need a flophouse large enough! I wonder if Jim Chanpie would let us make an encampment at Home Ranch? We all keep pestering him over they years. The Walshes  (all 700 of us) are his most frequent visitors.

L'il RIX

Spent the day jumpstarting & detailing L'il Rix, my retired '87 Honda SI since Neil's car was stolen and is in the shop—it's still backless & dashless—& he keeps borrowing my car, leaving me housebound. And you know how I hate housework. I forgot what a gas L'il RIX is to drive. Pedal to the metal—it's as fast as my Three Bars mare at the quarter mile. Cheetahs & race horses, move over, L'il RIX is back in town.

It was all those fast horses I rode as a kid... Nuthin' quite like riding the world's fastest horse at the quarter mile—bareback. It was like riding a rolling barrel. The old railroad bed below Shafters that led int Samuel P Taylor Park had a good straightaway.

L'il RIX has a powerful thirst upon himself—he needs a little brake fluid. Should I tell Neil (who's driving it)? Or surprise him?

Friday, March 19, 2010

Lent

I've given up housekeeping for lent.
Oh, wait, that was last year, or was it last decade?
It was a tough decision, but someone had to do it.
I thought about giving up tea, chocolate and chardonnay
but if I gave up the tea, then I'd have to kill everybody.
Not a pretty sight w/o my litre of morning tea.
As for housekeeping, I've learned to develop aversion eyes.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

HOME ALONE & CARLESS


Uh-oh, I'm home alone, and carless, 
with a bag of old Halloween chocolate 
beseeching me to... 

Um, that chocolate is in the past tense.
Oh look, some Bailey's Irish Cream 
hidden in the back of the fridge....

added 3/17, from FB

Douglas Adams

Douglas Adams: Parrots, the universe and everything TEDtalks "Best of the Web." About this talk "Blind river dolphins, reclusive lemurs, a parrot as fearless as it is lovelorn ... Douglas Adams' close encounters with these rare and unusual animals reveal that evolution, ever ingenious, can be fickle too— in a University of California talk that sparkles with his trademark satiric wit."

I miss Douglas Adams. I once wrote Douglas Adams a zany letter after finishing the Hitchhiker series, and he wrote right back! Will have to haul it out someday. I always liked his story about the computer that calculated that the answer to the question, "What is the meaning of life?" The answer was always "42".

Twig Doug nattering on about close encounters of the lemurian kind. An Arthur-Dentianish eye view of the eye-eye and its even rarer cousin, the lemur with Marty Feldman eyes and the evolution of his long bird (or twig) finger.

Followed by a man-eating Komodo dragon chaser with bad breath.

The flightless parrot, the kakapoo is a bird that's forgotten that he's forgotten how to fly...We won't even mention the kakapoo's elaborate, if ineffectual, 100-night basso profundo mating rituals...

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Maureen Hurley reads To My Poetry Students on YouTube

 

Maureen Hurley reads To My Poetry Students

Uploaded on Jun 25, 2010
Maureen Hurley reads
"To My Poetry Students"
 Sacramento Poetry Center

need to check date. Probably was during POL March?  I can't figure out how to embed the YouTube video on the page, so a still and a link will have to suffice.

 

Thursday, March 11, 2010

CHERRY BLOSSOM STORM


CHERRY BLOSSOM STORM


I drove the long way back home
to take in the cherryplum blossoms
lining Old River Road but a hailstorm
pelted the smithereens out of the trees.
Petals—like a carnage of plucked feathers.
Mt. St. Helena wore a lenticular cloud frock,
& as the unreasonable clouds snowed & hailed,
they shimmied like fringes of go-go girl dresses,
& flocks of rainbows spangled the brooding sky.


3/11/2010

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Squid mimicing the stars


Tiny Hawaiian bobtail squid uses bioluminescent bacteria to mimic the stars, thus rendering them invisible to their predators at night. Gotta be a poem in that! Don't forget to take a break during the Oscar commercials & go outside: the space shuttle will be crossing Orion's belt tonight.

Dead Man's Curve


I once had to draw a before & after drawing for the old quarry on Hwy 116. First drawing was with a hitchhiker. Second drawing with a hitchhiker's skeleton! Clients loved it.  The quarry pretty much wound up how I projected it. Those backroads were my home roads—we knew every twist & bend of the roads and what the curve would hold—acceleration-wise. 

One time, one of my steering column bolts broke going down to Muir Woods. The first bolt cracked on White's Hill. Only one bolt between me & God. Had to back up a lot to make it back around the curves with such a wide swishy steering range! The real Dead Man's Curve is in Lagunitas, past the church, before Kenneth Rexroth's old place. A good thing I didn't attempt it.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Day 2 Migraine


I'm irritated by the fact that day 2 of migraine is like day one of a hangover but no alcohol was harmed or trendily oxygenated in the process. What is it about migraines that makes me a friggin' synaesthete? A spoon on china has an additional texture—like two pieces of silk velvet rubbed into each other, or a dog unexpectedly licking my lips.

I loved that book, The Man Who Tasted Shapes. Imagine trying to tell your mother that her very voice was making your migraine and nausea worse. "Is there anything I could do?" Love the line about how headaches went away after the divorce. Not tonight, dear, I have a headache… I do have TMJ. Maybe that's the root cause.


One doctor gave me belladonna and I made the mistake of driving while under the influence—talk about Alice falling down the rabbit hole! Guerneville Road was like a chute with black walls! I decided the migraine was easier to live with than the medication!

  

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Poetry's Mom

Yesterday at Alexander Valley School, for a Day 1 CPITS residency, a kindergartner came up and asked if I was somebody's mom. W/o thinking I said, yes, I'm Poetry's mom—& for them, so I am.

3/4 Rainy day + Oakland kids + substitute teacher burst my euphoric bubble.

Friday, February 26, 2010

I awoke to the image of white horses standing in the rain


I awoke this morning to the image of white horses standing in the rain, while thinking of Robert Sund's The Hides of White Horses Shedding Rain, part of his Ish River poems collection (Copper Canyon Press). He was an amazing reader—could weave a spell in no time flat. A calligrapher and painter as well. We had much in common. I wish I had bought that book, when I met him at Port Townsend in 1981, but I had no money at the time.

...The great white horse 
Stands under the warm rain
Like a shining cathedral.

—Adrian Mitchel, from Understanding the Rain
...and again falls
this quiet,
persistent rain.

—Robert Creeley, from The Rain

3
Along the Columbia,
     three more hours and I'm home.
But first
I close the car door
and walk in a field of mountain grass.

I lie down, drink clear
water, dream of old rituals
and what it feels to be pure of heart.

When I get back home to the Ish River country,
I'll open the barn door
and see the hides of white horses shedding rain.

—Robert Sund, from Night Along the Columbia, Day in Blewitt Pass, Going Home

I had a white horse for a while—a stray from Forest Farm Camp (Linda Gregg's home) who wandered from winter pastures to our hill. Poor old Foos hated the rain—she turned dingy creamy, rain falling from her long lashes and that pale summer blue lake of her eyes, entreating me to make it stop.

I had to wait that long, seven years, just to find Sund's poem on the internet.
Major 7.0 quake, offshore Ryukyu Islands, Japan. Wonder if this was the source of my horse dream?


added & revised 2/2017

 Anacortes poet Robert Sund's 2001 obit

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Kenneth Rexroth's columns (1960-67) for the SF Examiner posted



Poet Kenneth Rexroth wrote some 700 columns (1960-67) for SF Examiner; Ken Knabb will post them 50 yrs after original pub date at the Bureau of Public Secrets.

Says Knabb: "Although Rexroth was by that time a well-known figure in the Bay Area, he was known primarily as a political and cultural radical, and even (somewhat misleadingly) as "the godfather of the Beat Generation."

But he was willing to work for the Examiner as long as they gave him complete freedom to write whatever he wanted. They did so until June 1967, when they fired him after he wrote a particularly scathing article about the American police."

Columns from the San Francisco Examiner (1960-1967) and San Francisco Magazine (1968-1975)


Kenneth Rexroths San Francisco Journalism (1960-1975).
bopsecrets.org
 

 http://www.bopsecrets.org/rexroth/sfe

More Kenneth Rexroth columns posted here:
http://www.bopsecrets.org/rexroth/sf
Sam Hamill Rexroth, on being called Grandaddy of the Beats: "An entomologist is not a bug." Robert Duncan on KR's role in the San Francisco Renaissance: "He was our chief librarian."
 
Mo Hurley Ha! My grandfather used to hike with Kenneth up Devi's Gulch. My grandmother religiously saved all his columns; she also sat next to Marie Rexroth at St. Cecelia's church in Lagunitas for decades! I used to ride by their cabin on horseback—REXROTH painted in black on a long wooden board resting in the redwood & oak duff. Funny reading about Kenneth's girls, knowing that John McBride would later marry one—he used to spend time with his aunt & uncle who lived in Nicasio (or had a summer home) & we knew them as well. I met Kenneth at Sonoma State—I'd organized a reading for him there but he was a right cranky old codger with everyone religiously kowtowing before him...he was seemingly bored with living.
 
Sam Hamill Far from it. Kenneth was fed up the capitalist criminal class and had many health problems in his old age. Around young progressives and radicals he was a-glow. Next fall or spring U of Michigan will publish Rachelle Lerner's absolutely masterful book on KR, a thoroughly researched critical appreciation.
 
Mo Hurley It was right before he died—in 81, I think; and he wasn't in good health...his wife was ? jean?
 
Sam Hamill Carol Tinker.
 
Mo Hurley Right!
 
 
from a facebook post

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Home from the Scottish Games at the Queen Mary

Home again, jiggity-jig—from the Scottish Games at the Queen Mary in Long Beach.

As I taught kids silk painting in the parking lot, someone stole one of my display scarves—part of an air earth fire water mural quartet that SF Tenderloin teachers painted with me ages ago. Yes, the scarf was tied down—well it WAS a butterfly! The irritating thing is, I'd just taught her how to paint on silk. Classic case of misdirection. Thing is, because they're done by students—no one thinks to steal them. I had it well anchored with clothes pins and it was also tied down, and it was there the entire day (despite the wind)—until the two girls came back...

The Queen Mary was cramped but so very art deco in rose & gray appointements. Men of Worth, a great duo, with Donald McDonald played in the Queen's Ballroom Friday night; someone requested one of my fave songs: Ralph McTell's Streets of London. Kenneth McKennen from the Isle of Skye... Portree—recorded Neil O'Neill at a set for Gaelic Radio—on an iPod! Neil sang in English but I could've sung in Irish—had he known! Note all the double-barrel names! LOL!

Meanwhile, across the Long Beach channel, TEDTalks were in an uproar. Keynote Sarah Silverman got all potty-mouthed & then stuck their nose in the goo. If TedTalks wanted—er—scuttlebutt, they should've hired The Big Yin as keynote.Billy Connolly may be crrrude, rrrude but he's also hilariously funny!

Speaking of crappers, Queen Mary, built on the Clydebank in 1930, has John Shanks in every stateroom. Neil was over the moon—more like mooning all the loos all made in his native Johnstone. He gleefully kept flushing the toilet like a mad dog—you had to step on a winch that read John Shanks on the porcelain knob.
Mr. Shanks' fixtures are a fixture.

The hot and cold knobs say Hot Salt and Cold Salt. Imagine washing up in salt water. Not such a luxury after all.

added 2/17 

Two Lucille Clifton poems

Two of my favorite Lucille Clifton poems—i sat at her feet (well on the edge of the stage—with Maya Angelou for National Poetry Week) at she read them, I must dig up the photos. RIP Lucille!

“homage to my hips,”


these hips are big hips
they need space to
move around in.
they don’t fit into little
petty places. these hips
are free hips.
they don’t like to be held back.
these hips have never been enslaved,
they go where they want to go
they do what they want to do.
these hips are mighty hips.
these hips are magic hips.
i have known them
to put a spell on a man and
spin him like a top!






“wishes for sons”

i wish them cramps.

i wish them a strange town
and the last tampon.
i wish them no 7-11.
i wish them one week early
and wearing a white skirt.
i wish them one week late.


 
 

Queen Mary Scottish Games


We were featured at the 17th annual Queen Mary Scottish Games in Long Beach last weekend—our first time both performing and participating. It was a pleasant shock to run into so many old acquaintances there—including someone who read this blog—other than the spambots. They have turned me off to the point where I thought about deleting the entire blog just to get rid of them. They're worse than whale lice.

Now, I am under the profound illusion that there are 11 people in the world who are remotely aware that I even post a blog. But those 11 people don't actually read the blog— they're all those cute little postage stamp icons on the right column below the archives. Spambots don't count as they clearly don't have an aesthetic bone in their cyberbodies—though they are rather inventive at spelling/punctuation variations of Viagra and penis. Someday I'll make a list.

So imagine my surprise when one festival goer who is a fan of Neil O"Neill, Celtic Troubadour, said he'd actually been reading my blog. He showered me with compliments. Words like "talent," and "wisdom" were bandied about. My mouth gathered a profundity of flies (apparently Sarah Silverman had been seriously smutting down across the channel at the TEDTalks—a few disgruntled TED goers jumped ship—er conference hall—who came over to slum on the Queen Mary and maybe to look up men's kilts. You know those little cosmetic mirrors glued to the tops of their shoes?)

Anyway, all this to say that I've turned the comments section back on beneath most of the blog posts that I had previously blocked due to the literary spambots who write me lovenotes in such strange broken English. I found a new section that allows me to post a captcha and I no longer allow Anonymous posts—hopefully that will keep the thundering herds of spambots at bay. Hopefully. And with that, I might actually return to the blog arena again.

What my sole soul reader did say is that my blog was hard to follow in that there is no apparent order. That comes from my many writing hats. Maybe I should consider splitting the blog into several sections, or create different blogs. but it's hard enough just to keep one blog alive.

Should I pull all the poetry & post it in one blog? Post all the old newspaper articles in another blog and then create a separate Marin memoir blog? Problem is, the categories are all so fluid and they do inform who I am. I have never been good at separating my art genres. Is there a way to also thematically arrange the posts—other than by post date? Moving them means I lose the comments, BTW, and I do deem any genuine comments more precious than gold and Viagra. Any suggestions?

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Sorcha Fragment


On a far distant isand on the other edge of the known world, a girl lay on a bright pile of mown hay, thinking of the tale the visiting seanchaí had told them around the hearth the night before. The sun drowsed her into that limnal state between waking and sleeping. The wind was like loose silk on her skin. She imagined it whispering—sometimes she could almost understand what it was saying. Something about Sorcha. A kingdom of light. Was it the wild geese flying overhead in a vee-formation that trapped her daydream in their net of air?


Blogger Spambots


For what it's worth, the spambots are onto my new posts like flies on shit. To wit, this fragment of an unfinished post was spammed in less than 12 hours after posting. So sorry that you cannot post a comment in most places at this point—I keep closing the loopholes as they sniff the comments out. No way to turn them all off—only one by one. That's about 300 posts. I found a new setting that wasn't in my Blogger settings before that allows me to put a captcha puzzle in the comments page. I also no longer allow "Anonymous" posts. as that was a real culprit. Someone please post a comment so I can see if it works!

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Queen Mary Scottish Festival in Long Beach


Yo my LA Peeps: I will be teaching kids silkpainting and spinning Celtic tales at the Queen Mary Scottish Festival in Long Beach on 2/13 & 14; and Neil O'Neill will be headlining! We get to sleep on the ship too!

I will be sad to miss my annual Sonoma State Art from the Heart opening and art auction on Feb 13. My NorCAL Peeps: go forth and buy my silk painting for a lot of money—it supports the SSU Art Gallery. Tell Carla Stone NON & Mo sentcha!


February 6


Other news: My Sonoma State University classmate Doug Powell wins $100,000 Tufts Poetry Award for "Chronic." Who says poetry doesn't pay? Last time I saw Doug was at a SFSU reading in 2003ish.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

water puppies



When we were kids we used to find giant water puppies in a tributary of Arroyo Creek in Lagunitas. They were huge, the size of large cats. Our water puppies on the slopes of Mt. Barnabe came in varying shades of brown and russet. We called them moving poops (we were very young). They were quite scary as we'd never seen anything like them before—and we thought we knew the woods and creeks like the back of our hands.

Unfortunately, the lone boy among us, Eric, stoned some of them them to death. They couldn't move very fast on land, I always felt so bad about that incident—as they were quite rare in West Marin!

Wiki link has a photo of a rather cute one. Ours were fiercely ugly. Now I get why they're called water puppies/dogs. They must've barked at us.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pacific_giant_salamander

Abetter Wiki link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/California_Giant_Salamander

But ours were much stouter (hence the poopy name) —these salamanders are more svelte. Like Twiggy!

February 3, 2010

Close encounters with Japan's 'living fossil'
 

Out of the Blue (poem)

If you're looking for British poet unlaureate Simon Armitage's 9/11 poem, "Out of the Blue”, click here. This ain't it—but thanks for stopping by, maybe set yourself a spell and say hi?
Today, as I despaired, out of the blue
a disembodied voice shrieked from the void: 
Write your poetry. What can I say? Admit or deny
that I'm preoccupied trying to conjure up cash,
trying to sell poetry to schools that have no money—
even to match the imperatives of a poetry grant,
or that I'm trying to switch my left brain on

and it just won't go because winter malaise
has addled what's left my right brain as well?
That I am in a drought of my own keeping
or that I am saddened by the sorry state of affairs
in the schools, in the state, the country, in the world,
wondering if I'm going to have to take on menial labor
in order to survive & feeling rather desperate in general
as if suffering were good for art—or a way out.
Does it really boil down to a matter of faith?
Is it as easy as that—when no metaphors will come
and land unbidden on your shoulder
and whisper sweet nothings in your ear.
I want to say: I believe, I believe
though the darkness descends down to my toes
& my fingers stain the keyboard with invisible ink
& anachronisms abound in this technological age
but I'm too tired to wrestle with them
or bitch-slap them into a panacea for this century.