Sunday, April 9, 2023

NUMBERS, NaPoWriMo, PAD Challenge, Day 9

NaPoWriMo write a contemporary love sonnet.

I didn’t feel it.

2023 April PAD Challenge write a numbers poem

NUMBERS

Yeah, I didn’t have much of a dad. 
Not much of a mother either. 
It all came down to numbers. 
No child support was the biggest number.
My mother, who was part alley cat,
dropped me off at my grandmother’s doorstep 
when I was four. Followed by my brother 
who arrived one Sunday morning in a bassinet 
on our doorstep some four years later.
My father came to see me a few times 
during those growing up years. 
And then he ditched me when I was 18. 
He loved a bottle of Seagrams 7 on ice 
more than he loved me. That was his number.
At least my mother tried to love me
as she descended into the depths of depression 
but her good days were a finite number. 
But I adored my grandmother, whose number 
was marred by a widow’s half pension,
so I grew up in the country, dirt poor,
but somehow made whole by the algorithms
of landscape, despite everything.

5/31/23

No comments: