Sunday, February 5, 2012

POETRY INSIDE OUT translation workshop

YO NO SOY  (interlinear translation)
—Juan Ramón Jiménez


I am not I
I am the one
who is the one who is at my side
without my seeing him
sometimes I glimpse him
sometimes I forget 
about the quiet one, serene, when I speak
the one who forgives, dulcetly, when I hate
the one who will remain standing
when I die.

         published in A MOUSE THE COLOR OF MOUSE ©2012
                          Poetry Inside Out, Center for the Art of Translation




I AM NOT I
(after a translation from YO NO SOY, Juan Ramón Jiménez)

I am not I 
I am myself
who is following me
in dark dreams
and alleyways
sometimes from the corner of an eye
I catch a glimpse of her
sometimes I forget she's there
she's so quiet, serene, 
like the feathering of first snow
when I speak
she forgives me
when I'm filled with rage           
she appears
when I'm not all there
she's the one who'll remain
when I am gone.            


TRANSLATION FROM THE OHLONE
(interlinear translation)

I'm dreaming
I dreamed I saw you 
leaping toward me
o cottontail
jackrabbit 
and quail

....

dancing on the brink of the world
on the edge of the dancing world



         published in A MOUSE THE COLOR OF MOUSE ©2012
                          Poetry Inside Out, Center for the Art of Translation


DUN I, IONA
(after a translation from the Ohlone)

I  dreamed you were a sliver 
of light glinting on the curve of the sea
On the machair, the rabbits 
cleansed their scalloped sand porches
while amid the lambs, the hares stood sentinel
I dreamed of you dreaming me
on the granite dome of Dun I,
at the center of the island
between a rowan and an oak
in a crevice at the well of age,
the falcon's eye, a distant sun
dancing on the edge of the world.



         published in A MOUSE THE COLOR OF MOUSE ©2012
                          Poetry Inside Out, Center for the Art of Translation


Bashō translation
(interlinear translation)

1. old mossy pond
frog jump
water sound

2. Venerable pond
Look! A fat frog leaping in
Kerplunk! Water sounds.



         published in A MOUSE THE COLOR OF MOUSE ©2012
                          Poetry Inside Out, Center for the Art of Translation

O PILLANGÓ—Tibor Tollas 
     homophonic transliteration from the Magyar

O butterfly, how you endlessly swirl and swoop
circuitously sipping breeze the on gilded wings, 
those flitting moments slipping away
your wings, a visage of false eyes and lost loves
as you wander, and so it goes, you're left
with a tisane of sunflowers in spontaneous gardens
tucked in folded fields and hidden lanes of the heart.


LA GUITARRA
—Frederico García Lorca (interlinear translation)

The guitar sobs
it weeps, 
lonely in its cups
as dawn's empty glass
shatters 
on the restless sea



—after Lorca's La Guitarra

The guitar weeps
it sobs, lonely in its cups
as dawn's empty glass
shatters on the restless sea
it is impossible to silence
the guitar, the sea, the tide,
the breath, respire, respire hondo
Be still, o restless drum
of my heart.



—after Núno Judice's A Luz de Lisboa

The light transverses the room
between two windows
it is always the same, mesmerizing light
while on the other side of the room
the setting sun that was once the rising sun
the two conjoined, rising, setting
and it is this intersection that confuses the eye
the blank stare that does not know
the time or the hour of that first light
and so I watch how it spans the gap
between both windows
as if it had no beginning, no end.



—after Núno Judice's A Luz de Lisboa

the wind enters the room with a flourish
wraps its tentacles around the curtains, tugs them
ghosts, as if from the corner of the eye
it becomes visible for a moment, then silence
the windows are eyes, or mouths for the wind
speaking in tongues as if from the east
confounding the delicate shell of the nascent ear




—after Efraín Huerta

Always
with silence
the cat
creeps in
on little pat
feet


—after Efraín Huerta

How 
sad
that he
always 
called me
Dad
this boy
with 
no mother.







TRANSLATION
(interlinear translation)
 No sé por que piensas tú
Nicolás Guillén


I don't know why you believe

soldier, that I hate you
since we are the same, me & you.

You are poor and so am I
I'm from the barrio, so are you.
Where did you get the idea
soldier, than I hate you?

It pains me that somehow you
forget who I am.
Crapola! Since I am you
just like you are me.



3/6





MOUNTAIN WHY DO YOU STAND
          —after Nicolás Guillén's No sé por que piensas tú

Mountain, why do you stand resolute
thinking the sky will be there, 
blue vault full of promise, freedom 
taken for granted, like venial lies.

Sky, why hide the silent face
of the mountain from us, keeping
secrets, a lenticular crowning
like a pale hackneyed haloed deity?

Godlet, why do you always insist 
upon your omnipotence when the mountain 
will surely disappear, worn down by 
the sky's tears, as should you.





WHY DO YOU STAND
—after Nicolás Guillén's No sé por que piensas tú

Monsanto, why did you poison plants
splicing genes and pesticide, calling it
progress, calling it  by any other name
than what it is: utter devastation.

Capitalism, when did the end result
become more important than life itself
and the ones who raised you up
became grist for wheels of progress?


Monsanto, Monsatan.






CONGO NEGRO 
( homophonic transliteration)
           Nicolás Guillén

Hey hi ya hey heyo
sound the Congo slongo
Congo slongo beat
dancing hey hey diddledaddio

Mama drumba
sing me a pupusu mamba

the Black man sings and jives
the Black man jives and sings
the Black man sings and splits
Remember me
Hey hey heidio

Bopdiddybop bop bop
Drum the Black man falling down
Death of the Black man
Shit! The Black man singing
hey hey heidio




DARK DRUMSONG
—after Nicolás Guillén's Congo Negro

Agó amé    mjambo    me llamo amé
repeat the drumtalk, the dumbek
the deep, dark drumtalk, dumbek
the heartbeat of the jungle, the Congo, 
the bongo drumsong of the heart, 
your name dances on one leg!

mama moondancer dancin' in the street
serenadiing me crossing the river
the darksong sings and snaps its digits
the darksong snaps its fingers and sings
speak to me, kiss my drumskin
Agó amé, mjambo amé   snap!

drum bumbek drum bumbek drum
drum on the dark one who goes down
the buried one, the one buried, buried crown
holy cow now how the dark one, shackled, is free
Agó amé    mjambo amé   your name!



TAKE 2

CANTO DE MACHU PICCHU
—after Nicolás Guillén's Congo Negro

Ollantaytamo Ollantaytamo a mé
Repetirlo, sing me a river song, sing me.
Repeat the song of the Urubamba, Pachamana.
The melody of the milpa, o fallow milagro de Díos.
Pachatata, an ancestor storm shaking the mountains!

Who sings to me a blue song of the sky, who tied the sun
to the intihuatana? The jaguar, he purrs in the night
while the vicuña sleeps, while she sleeps.
The milpa terraces are burning, they are burning
The night wears a necklace of fire, grows old and dies.
Pachacuti, the stones rise up, fire devouring the mountains!

The temple of the moon devours the temple of the sun
Inti sun going down, the moon's children flock to the sky
while the Southern Cross drills a hole in the universe
Quidado! the Urubamba asleep, opens an eye, licks its lips.
Ollantaytamo Ollantaytamo a mé!



3/9




TWEED WAULKING SONG
—after Nicolás Guillén's CONGO NEGRO 

Hey Mandu! Hey Mandu!
Play the sounds, play the mouth sounds.
The mouth music, use it, don't lose it.
Wet wool, dark as night, stinking of sheep
and urine pounding down the tweed!

Hey Mandu! Hey Mandu!
In the Hebrides women once felted tweed
they waulked the tweed, they waulked it down.
Down down derry down. Down, down.
They beat out a drum song on the table.
They beat it down, twistitg it soleil with the sun!

Mouth music, mouth music.
Women's work from another time.
The dark cloth thickens its lips, toughens its weft
to protect the fishermen against winter's fierce bite.
It develops a thick skin, and a thirst for whisky.
The dark cloth sings wet lanolin songs
of whisky and lost sheep clinging to sea cliffs!

Who remembers the mouth music?
Now, it's nonsense uttered in gutteral tongues.
Lost translations of work songs, ancient songs.
Who remembers when time itself was mesmerized 
by the seasons set in stone?

We sit in a circle, in a college classroom 
on the other side of the world, no island sheep,
no North Sea hissing outside the door, only the freeway.
We're waulking a long snake of stinky tweed 
singing Hey Mandu! Hey Mandu!

The table thrums, the table is a bodhrán drum
for primitive, ancient songs of felted tweed.
The old women singing Hey Mandu! Hey Mandu!
3/13/12




THINGS I
—after Nazim Hikmet's Things I didn't Know I Loved

I'm sitting by an open window
waiting for the train, it's running late
waiting for the clock to trip over
like a deck of cards fanning itself
52-card pick-up, cowboys & Indians.

I saw the clouds gather like sheep
the bitter wind nipping at their heels
they cowered in the blue-vaulted sky
bleating piteously at all that open space
corralled by the jagged peaks and valleys.

I know I'll never pass this way again
the alps stabbing the sky, the train 
moans and strains on its tracks, humming 
like a lost mouth harp at twilight
the sour notes careening off cliff walls.

I believe that time stood still, frozen
when I ran down the tracks, almost 
missing the last one to take me 
to another country, the iron borders closing 
in on me, a life not lived.

I loved my freedom far too much
to be shackled by chains of marriage
to another country where women are chattel
my dowery of words enough to sustain
my art, my ephemeral vows, might flee.

3/15


TEACHERMAN HE SAY

Rasta teacherman bellows out 
in a metric monotone.
He sings a pejorative song 
of a preacherman
confronting hell and damnation saying
Thank you, thank you SO much. 
Have a seat. SIDDOWN!
Come sit with me now.
Come here, or get out of my room
Stand up, please. Don't move the chair.
Siddown siddown. Now.
Turn around, yes, you! 
Saying Turn around now!
to lazy boys waiting to enter 
the legal system
as inmates.

3/15





LOOONS/LUNES
(American Haiku)

A LIFE OF PAPER

A life of paper, 
filling the bed, the house, 
orphaned words everywhere.

(take 2)
A life of paper, 
orphaned words filling the bed, 
the house, everywhere.

IS SHE

Autistic or artistic
the Asperger's question of creativity
Flip a coin.

In the classroom
the poets flute brings order
to writing mayhem.

The wind stole
the poet's green flute, jealous
of his song.

Over the garbage
the poet sharpens his pencil
with his wit.

In deep woods
a child thinks of fairytales
imagines wolves howling.

The teacher screams
Be creative. Do it NOW.
A condescending note.

3/22




Wind poppies dancing
sun, cream and fire combusting
in deep grass.

Poet counts words
arranging them like ducklings all
in a row.

Archway defines both
the shape of the doorjam
and liminal boundaries.

Riot of blooms
rosemary prays to the sky
in lost remembrance.

In spring, rosemary 
prays to a brooding sky
in azure remembrance.

By the roadside
paint buckets and snare drums
catch a beat.

Forgotten porchlight shines
captive starlight in a day
full of sunshine.

Porch light burns 
a baleful eye glaring at 
an empty sidewalk.

Tiger cat stalks
cabbage moth in a garden 
of shadowed delight.

Madeleines and mint
tea, remembrance of things speaking
in small cat tongues.

On Monday morning
counting words in 3s & 5s
American haiku looons.

Crepe myrtle petals 
seek asylum where royalty walks 
in purple stains.

A Catholic guilt
crepe myrtle petals seek forgiveness
in purple asylum.

In Arequipa lawns
jacaranda blossoms settled like birds
amid green oases.

After the storm
jacaranda blossoms flock like birds
on suburban lawns.

A lone blossom
clinging to an apple tree 
fruitlessly resists rain.

Lone blossom clinging 
to a branch fruitlessly resists 
the pounding rain.

Blossom fist grips 
a branch and fruitlessly resists 
the pounding rain.

Miriam's cheek smeared
with paint: good day at 
the art studio.

Fat couple walks
up the street in tandem
clutching a pizzabox.

On the dashboard
dried roses cackle like chickens
beneath my fingers.

Even in fog
bluejay tail feathers still sing
in scissored rhapsodies.

Against yellow adobe
agave arms itself with centuries
of blue silence.

Beneath the pyracantha
robins stagger like old drunks
in holding tanks.

The redwood moans
like a young girl when
the wind twists it.

Spring fig leaves
dress the naked tree with
small green hands.

Two crows patrol
the road looking for carnage 
on the line.

After a squall
white petals rim the puddles
like sea rime.

Laptop wi-fi scans
surveillance van #3 lurking
in the hood.

3/30




Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Heavy Roadwork alarm clock

Some alarm clock. Awoke to the sound of heavy combos—well, bulldozers and backhoes, jackhammers and saws, and all manner of large strange trucks tearing up the street like carnivorous beasts at a feeding frenzy. EBMud is doing some major open pit mining, pulling sewer lines up. Me, tealess (no water), still in my plaid flannel nightie, moving my car from harm's way from behind the trucks, orange cones, roadblocks, yellow tape, TV crew & camera. My car heaves and groans and scrambles over debris, like bucking over curbs—the street has sunk! 3rd day w/o DSL, where's me tea? Not in my hand. Lightbulb: Water stashed in the car, in the garage. Tea in hand. Now for the business of waking up and getting on with it. No water at all—not even hot—was a bit of a surprise. Luckily, I had run some water in a milk glass yesterday, that cloudy water was my face washing water, and my toothbrush water.

I was talking to one EBMUD worker: "Hell of an alarm clock you've got there," I said. He roared with laughter. They began jackhammering at 4 AM. Somehow I managed to "sleep" until 6 AM. When I left at 7 AM, the hole was about 8 feet deep and 20 feet across. SOOOooo glad Channel 2 camera did not catch me crossing behind the camera in my red flannel nightie. I was not awake, & was trying to get to my car before it got knee deep in mud.
I seem to recall hearing demented streetsweepers drag racing their broom zambonis up and down the street at 4 AM. They're still drilling down down down...down the street, another hole. We're all on howdy basis.

Sending this from an open wifi signal. Good morning Vietnam! Off to SJ to teach art to kids.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Water Dragon Clan



I am a water dragon this year is the year of the water dragon, as it was in the year of my birth, 1952. Not many of us. You'd think I was a fire dragon, as I am very much personality driven and willful. I rarely, if ever, follow the crowd. I don't think the Chinese sage writing the horoscope liked water dragons very much. Probably jealous.


People born in the year of 1952 (Jan. 27, 1952 - Feb. 13, 1953)
or 2012 (Jan. 23, 2012 - Feb. 09, 2013)
which is Ren Chen Year are members of the Water Dragon.
The water dragons born in 1952 or 2012 are usually far-sighted and persevering in character but lack their own personality. Most of them don’t have a mind of their own, and always just follow with the crowd. They always play fair and are candid about the matter. However, they are easy to set fire to house to keep them warm when dealing with some affairs related to money or interests. This is because they are stubborn, selfish and incline to deal in micrograms. If they could be more generous-minded, prudent and take a wider view on things, there will be high chances of getting success. 1952, 2012 CHINESE ZODIAC – WATER DRAGON
Another site says:
The influence of the Water Element makes the Water Dragon the most calm of all the Dragon types. While still driven, the Water Dragon has a more reflective and emotionally intuitive personality. These qualities allow the Water Dragon to be less self-centered than others born under the Dragon sign. With more of an open-mind and ability to understand others opinions, the Water Dragon has the ability to be team oriented and cooperative. With these social skills, Water Dragons are known to have more friends and close companions. With their pairing of passion, communication and intelligence, the Water Dragon has a fluid path to success. 1952 Chinese Zodiac 
Hmm, I'm not exactly a team player, rarely calm, but I am intuitive. Am I a five-toed dragon? Or a four-toed dragon? Five toes is the sign of the 'royal' dragon. I'm not sure what a a full-cycle dragon is. Sounds like doing the laundry.

Happy New Year of the Dragon. Hear me roar.



Friday, January 20, 2012

Take Five Etta and Johnny

I got to hang out backstage with Etta James at a music festival I was covering for The Paper. The Russian River Jazz Festival, I think. There was also a RR Blues Festival which I also covered. Paper editor Nick Valentine said to go hang out backstage and take lots of photos of musicians.

Gulp. I was shy and I hardly knew anyone—let alone, knew if they were famous. Or what for. I was a complete naïf. Lots of down time between sets. Lots of time to hang out and talk about poetry and music. I was working as an artist in the schools at Mark West School and I gave them some kid poetry anthologies I made.

I think Etta was headlining the same year Dave Brubeck and Blossom Dearie were on the stage. I remember chatting with pianist Adam Mankowitz, and Bob Doboro—he had me at Do Not Remove Under Penalty of Law. A song about a mattress tag, FFS, She did her famous song—what's it called? Not At Last, though she did sing it. The one that has the chiki-chiki bits in it—in Lebanese? No, that was Eartha Kitt, another fabulous musician I got to hang out with backstage. Crossed wires. Shows you what I knew about jazz musicians.

I knew zip and zilch about jazz, but Dave took me under his wing, and introduced me around as a poet. I was thrilled. It also made my job much easier with the camera, which can be intrusive. I am not interested in photos where people pose for the camera. I prefer catching candid images of them in action, that passionate moment where there is a rapport with them, their art form, between me, the camera, the film, and the photo. A marriage of light and shadow.

Somewhere I have a letter from Dave Brubeck commending my photos and story of the Russian River Jazz Fest in The Paper. Somewhere. And no, I don’t have a tear sheet of that story. but he did write to me personally as well, letting me know that he had sent the letter in to the paper. I was flummoxed and flabbergasted and proud as I got paid next to nothing for my work, especially my photos. I never could even pay for my supplies.

I remember when I was about 5 or 6, my mom explaining to me what Take Five meant—we were in the Gate Playhouse theater in Sausalito. After a rehearsal, the director, Skip Rognlein said: "Take 5." I guess she also must’ve explained the context for Dave Brubeck's piece too because I knew the two were inexorably linked. 

I remember the album cover from when I was four. Apparently, I loved that album cover so much I carried it around with me. Dave was from Concord, Ca., so, everybody knew each other in those days. It was a small world. When Dave played that piece, I was transported back in time. I told him later of that story, he threw back his head and laughed and laughed.

Take Five Etta and Johnny. Few know that Johnny Otis discovered and promoted Etta James.

https://mohurley.blogspot.com/1983/11/letter-from-dave-brubeck.html

https://mohurley.blogspot.com/2012/12/take-5-dave.html

https://mohurley.blogspot.com/2012/01/rip-johnny-otis.html

Thursday, January 19, 2012

RIP Johnny Otis (Press Democrat obit)

RIP Johnny Otis.  (© Maureen Hurley photo/halftone).
Note bene: Johnny Otis (Mr. "Hand Jive"), surveying his Sebastopol ranch in the early 1990s. After a leisurely latte interview in his sunlit kitchen, he walked me down to the barn to show me his paintings and sculptures. Johnny was our godfather benefactor for The Russian River Writers' Guild. He called me up one afternoon after I did a front page story on him for The Paper, and he asked if I'd be willing to host thr RRWG poetry reading series at his Sebastopol Cabaret on blue Mondays. (Later, it was moved to Tuesdays.)  I asked him why he called me out of the blue versus myriad other Sonoma County poets and he said, "I only work with the best people, I asked around and you're the best." The only catch is you have to book someone every Monday night." We previously only booked two events a month. For two years, I worked my ass off rounding up poets every week. Luckily I had help: David Bromige, Steve Tills, and other Sonoma County poets pitched in to book poets and emcee. Great PA sound system. Great ambiance. Great poets. Great man. RIP Johnny.

See Dan Taylor's Press Democrat obit: Sonoma County musicians mourn Johnny Otis (I'm quoted in it). I also wrote a bio about him for the paper that I need to scan and post a tear sheet of it. The half tone photo above is from my original article.
'BIG-HEARTED' MUSIC LEGEND OTIS DIES AT 90
January 20, 2012 | Press Democrat, The (Santa Rosa, CA)
Author: DAN TAYLOR/ THE PRESS DEMOCRAT | Page: B1

To the world, Johnny Otis was the rhythm-and-blues music pioneer who wrote the classic 1958 hit, "Willie and the Hand Jive."

But to the people who knew Otis for the dozen years that he lived and worked in Sebastopol, starting in the early '90s, he was a friend, mentor and crusader for racial equality.

Otis, 90, had been in poor health for several years and died at home Tuesday in the Los Angeles suburb of Altadena, where he settled after he left Sebastopol.

"I certainly hate to see the world lose such an amazing character," said internationally known harmonica virtuoso Charlie Musselwhite of Geyserville, who first met Otis at a Los Angeles nightclub in the late '60s.

"I sat in with him lots of times," Musselwhite said. "He played all kinds of musical instruments -- drums and vibes. He was a deejay, painter, author, songwriter, singer, talent scout."

Born John Veliotes, the son of Greek immigrants, he grew up in a black neighborhood in Berkeley, and bonded with black music, culture and social issues. He eventually changed his name to Johnny Otis, because it sounded more like an R&B artist.

"He was a Greek who declared himself black," Musselwhite said.

Otis was leading his own band in 1945 when he scored his first big hit, "Harlem Nocturne." In 1950, 10 of his songs made Billboard Magazine's R&B top-hit charts, and his "Willie and the Hand Jive" sold more than

1.5 million copies. The song was used in the movie "Grease" in 1978 and was covered by rock star Eric Clapton.

He was known for his discovery of major rhythm-and-blues talents, including Etta James and Hank Ballard. Otis produced singer Big Mama Thornton's original recording of "Hound Dog," later a hit for Elvis Presley.

"Johnny had respect for musicians, and they respected him," said Bill Bowker of Santa Rosa's KRSH ("Krush") Radio station.

Northern California slide guitarist Roy Rogers once refused to host a radio show because it would have run at the same time as Otis' series on another station, Bowker said. Otis had a regular show, playing recordings on Pacifica Radio Network's stations, until ill health forced him to retire in 2005.

The people of Sonoma County got to know Otis after he opened his Johnny Otis Market and Deli in 1993 to sell his brand of organic apple juice. He and his band performed there on weekend nights, drawing large crowds, until the store closed two years later.

"I'll always remember those high-energy nights in his little Sebastopol eats-joint-turned-hot-music-club," said Katherine Hastings, Sonoma County poet and KRCB Radio show host. "No one in their right minds could stay in their seats."

In 1997, Otis briefly opened his own Land Mark Community Church in Santa Rosa, which he had run in Los Angeles 20 years previous.

A mentor to musicians, Otis also extended his support and encouragement to creative people of all kinds.

"A kindly, big-hearted man, he was always supportive of others in the arts," said Forestville artist and writer Maureen Hurley.

During his years in Sebastopol, Otis recorded his own music and other musicians at his own studio on his ranch.

"Johnny always had a great band," said Santa Rosa recording engineer Jason Andrews, who worked with Otis for four years. "I had many nights' meals with the Otises. There was always great soul food and hot sauce on the table."

Otis's survivors include his wife Phyllis, whom he married in 1941; sons, Shuggie and Nicky; daughters, Janet and Laura; and several grandchildren.

You can reach Staff Writer

Dan Taylor at 521-5243 or dan.taylor@pressdemocrat.com. The Associated Press contributed to this report.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Captiva Island, August

Neil loved Captiva Island. I was ambivalent about the Gulf: it was like murky bath water—too hot for me to stay submerged for any length of time.

I grew up swimming at Stinson Beach, north of San Francisco, where even in summer, the water is about 65° due to the frigid Humboldt current that sweeps down the west coast from the North Pole. As a kid, I thought that swimming frigid ocean water was normal. But Neil loved the warmth of the Gulf. He was basking in it. Not like Scotland.

Florida in August is far too hot for the snowbirds. Only the hardy locals and the crazies went out in the August heat. Most waited until the sun went down to venture forth into the night. The upside of it was that we practically had the beaches to ourselves.

Neil was deep in conversation with a gaggle of men who were standing chest deep with their backs to the surf, when on the crest of a small wave, several black fins appeared. Everyone blanched and the men nearly shat themselves trying to make it to shore.

Forget about the wife and kids. It was every man for himself.

They fought a losing battle against the weight of the water as they churned toward shore. A 12-year-old kid who was playing near me climbed me like a tree. Not his dad, mind you. Me. I stood transfixed with this kid on my shoulders, watching the fins come nearer.

Then someone on shore said, Awww, look—dophins! The men stopped, and pretended that it was nothing.

.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

REXROTH


The Rexroths owned a summer cabin a few ravines over from us. After school, I used to ride my red mare by his place near Dead Man's Curve on the way to the Inkwell. I remember the wooden sign, a fence plank with Rexroth painted in big black letters, rotting into the hillside. Tanoak and redwood duff. His wife used to sit in the same pew as my grandmother at St. Cecelia's Church in Lagunitas. The morning sun lit them as if from within. Sometimes my grandfather would run into him hiking up Devil's Gulch. They talked of salmon runs and politics. He religiously clipped Rexroth's newspaper columns with curved nail scissors. I remember reading the yelllowed columns as a child. No idea of him as the poet. Or me either.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Solstice sunset, photo

 

The sky's technicolor gown, Hwy 80. © Maureen Hurley 2011

I was stuck in hellish rush hour traffic on Highway 80 and nearly drove off the road at sunset, the sky was so stunning. What blew my mind was no one else seemed to be looking at the sky, insulated in their cars. Come to think of it, they were probably driving while I was, er, multi-tasking. I love my little Nikon P60. My niece dropped it and re-bent the lens back into shape. It's not as crisp as it once was. But it captures good road shots. A fitting solstice sunset. Kathy Mapps said, I like to call these skies "Hand of God" skies. They remind me of Watchtower covers. Oh, groan, Watchtower. That brings back bad memories. What was funny is that I entitled the photo God's technicolor gown, then changed it to sky, thinking it was a bit much. I was trying for a spin-off reference on Joseph's amazing technicolor coat, but gave up. "Hand of God" works. Same ballpark at any rate.

from a Facebook post

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Landscapes, wet pastels (art) 2011

Landscapes, wet pastels, Bret Harte School, after-school arts program in Hunter's Point. The classes were squirrely so I rarely had tome to finish the pieces, and once they've dried, that's pretty much it. You can't go back. You can see where I had paper issues too.
Still life (art) 2007
 
 










Wednesday, November 30, 2011

salvaged Shoe de Gras Mouse Wars, v.2 (1st post has rogue HTML)

Two mice down, and how many more to go. I think I need a puddytat. The glue traps work best. But then, you have to dispatch the critters to the great mouse beyond. The old fashioned wooden ones are best—all I managed to trap so far, was my index finger. 

Notice there's no Hava <3 (I think this little heart is what corrupted the underlying HTML, at least that’s where it begins. I am missing five paragraphs. However I managed to salvage most of the post. There are enough words in the paragraph where I can reconstruct what I was thinking about, and this paragraph was about my neighbor Brooke overfeeding the birds, thus leading to the population explosion of mice.)

I would love to hear the WHACK of a wooden trap right about now. I hear another mouse rustling. So far, no good. And Mom Mouse is on the loose too. You think she noticed she's lost three of her pups? Snap! Snap! 4, 5...pups down. How many more to go. Where's Mama?

There's probably one more pup plus mama to go. The midnight mouse was instantly dispatched to the great beyond. (Missing paragraph, something about chocolate, the time I killed a mouse with rice cakes, how I can’t one how I caught a mouse in a tinfoil tube and then I batted it across the room like Willie Mays.)

However, I forgot I'd also set a rat trap—they've been scampering over it for weeks. A whole lotta good it did. As I retrieved the mouse trap with its tiny cargo, the rat trap went off with a thunderous bang. I screamed, having nearly stuck my hand in the rat trap. It would have broken a finger or two.

Last mouselet was caught fair & square at 4:30 AM, but it also screamed. Then I couldn't go back to sleep. Still quite queasy but I also feel like the cat with her trophy mice. Each time I am reminded how we are both mammals. The little hunched shoulders, the delicate beauty of their forearms and paws.... Anthropomorphizing does not assuage memory.

Now, moles are good guys, unlike gophers. They eat bugs. I've had a few as pets. The cats had a hard time killing them off.

My resolve is steeled. My girders are loined. I went all soft on them in the past. Never again. But I do admire their beauty. Clearly, I'm not afraid of mice. It's the dispatching that makes me queasy. And, live release is just plain old stupid.

Neil's useless when it comes to mouse dispatch and disposal. He squeals like a girl. Backs off and leaves me to it. WHAP!

My flip-flop did the coup de gras. If I catch it, I gotta kill it. No needless suffering. Very Zen. Whap. Ugh. I got Ma Mouse the other night, fair & square. XXed out eyes and all. Ah, quiet. No more scampering of little mouse feet. Shoe de gras!

A mama mouse has at least 6 babies. Apparently the optimum average litter size is 10–12 pups. I think I'm closing in on it. Mama is in my sights.

What I now know: glue traps are only good once. Rat traps don't even snap on mice, but will viciously leap into the air when your hand trespasses in their airspace. Mice avoid the last place of mousie death‚ setting traps in the same spot is futile. You have to think like a mouse. Mouse mind meld. Baseboards are like runways. The obvious mouse chute sweet spot never yields results.

(Missing paragraph, something about sandals and being on the shortlist)

Mouse poison is green mouse-candy—they eat so little at a time that their metabolism counteracts the poison, and they become immune rather quickly—sort of like a scene from Arsenic and Old Lace. Rodent poison only works on rats. Or does it? You have to maintain a kamakazi mindset. Any softening of the heart will derail your mission. Sleep will be fleeting. You will listen for that snap! snap! of traps even in dreams. Dances With Wolves mouse scenes will pervade your dreams.

In desperation you will begin to tear apart junk drawers and cabinets you haven't delved into for years. You will pull out all your saved paper bags, and all the plastic ones too. The special birthday and holiday bags you were saving for a rainy day, but can't find them when you need them, all trashed.

In the farthest reaches of the cabinet that was once an icebox cooler, a box of forgotten china, props from a play. Ah, red willow teacups converted into mouse condos all in a row. Tea anyone?

(missing paragraph, something about the war on mice, etc. I am very sorry to have lost my ending. But there is hope, I may have copied this story elsewhere. So this is a placeholder for now.)

Shoe de Gras Mouse Wars

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I would love to hear the WHACK of a wooden trap right about now. I hear another mouse rustling. So far, no good. And Mom Mouse is on the loose too. You think she's noticed she's lost three of her pups? Snap! Snap! 4, 5...pups down ? How many more to go. Where's Mama?

There's probably one more pup plus mama to go. The midnight mouse was instantly dispatched to the great beyond.
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However, I forgot I'd also set a rat trap—they've been scampering over it for weeks. A whole lotta good it did. As I retrieved the mouse trap with its tiny cargo, the rat trap went off with a thunderous bang. I screamed, having nearly stuck my hand in the rat trap. It would have broken a finger or two.

Last mouselet was caught fair & square at 4:30 AM, but it also screamed. Then I couldn't go back to sleep. Still quite queasy but I also feel like the cat with her trophy mice. Each time I am reminded how we are both mammals. The little hunched shoulders, the delicate beauty of their forearms and paws.... Anthropomorphizing does not assuage memory.

Now, moles are good guys, unlike gophers. They eat bugs. I've had a few as pets. The cats had a hard time killing them off.

My resolve is steeled. My girders are loined. I went all soft on them in the past. Never again. But I do admire their beauty. Clearly, I'm not afraid of mice. It's the dispatching that makes me queasy. And, live release is just plain old stupid.

Neil's useless when it comes to mouse dispatch and disposal. He squeals like a girl. Backs off and leaves me to it. WHAP!

My flip flop did the coup de gras. If I catch it, I gotta kill it. No needless suffering. Very Zen. Whap. Ugh. I got Ma Mouse the other night, fair & square. XXed out eyes and all. Ah, quiet. No more scampering of little mouse feet. Shoe de gras!

A mama mouse has at least 6 babies.  Apparently the optimum average litter size is 10–12 pups. I think I'm closing in on it. Mama is in my sights.

What I now know: glue traps are only good once. Rat traps don't even snap on mice, but will viciously leap into the air when your hand trespasses in their airspace. Mice avoid the last place of mousiedeath‚ setting traps in the same spot is futile. You have to think like a mouse. Mouse mind meld. Baseboards are like runways. The obvious mouse chute spot never yields results. 
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In desperation you will begin to tear apart junk drawers and cabinets you haven't delved into for years. You will pull out all your saved paper bags, and all the plastic ones too. The special birthday and holiday bags you were saving for a rainy day, but can't find them when you need them, all trashed. In the farthest reaches of the cabinet that was once an icebox cooler, a box of forgotten china, props from a play. Ah, red willow teacups converted into mouse condos. 
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Friday, November 25, 2011

Irish Travellers are not Gypsies, letter to the Gypsy Vanner Horse Registry


This was a letter to a Gypsy Vanner horse website that was so over the top with erroneous information on Irish Travellers—I came undone and wrote this missive to them. They never replied.

My grandmother (b,1893) knew the Tinkers well, in Western Ireland. Each spring they would come to fix my great-grandfather’s farm equipment, and my great-grandmother's pots and crockery. The Travellers travelled through Bantry each year, and camped on our land near Dunmanway, near Bandon. They were superb horse people. My family raised horses too—I grew up horse crazy and could ride just about any equine (and an occasional bovine) like the wind. But that was another era.

I hate how people conflate Irish and Scottish Tinkers or Travellers with Romany Gypsies. They are not even remotely the same peoples. Never any gypsies in Ireland. Ever. Scottish Tinkers are related to Irish Tinkers. In fact, they are Travellers that immigrated to Scotland during the famine. They both speak what the linguists call Shelta or siúlta (aka Gammon and Cant)—Gaelic, or goidelic languages. The Travellers/Tinkers were called an lucht siúil  or the walking people. Hence Shelta, as walk/ siúil is pronounced school. Think of it as a secret Irish-language based Cockney slang or Pig Latin with reversed words and backwards talk—to fool the locals.

That's how Pig-Latin, and even the American dialect, Boontling evolved in Anderson Valley, CA. To hide the news via slang. My best friend's father spoke Boontling. He said it even has Irish words in it. But I digress... The Shelta word "bloke" that entered into English during the 19th c., evolved from the Irish word buachaill, or boy. In other words, there’s a clear linguistic connection between Irish Gaelic, and Shelta.

Celtic is one of the most ancient language families in the Indo-European tree. Older than Latinate languages. Gaelic is older than Brythonic Celtic. The Celtic Pretani is the origin of the word for Britain.

Romany Gypsies are from Romania by way of India—at one point they were thought to be from Egypt, hence the name. Different genetics. Different DNA, different language, and customs. The Gypsies of Spain speak Ladino, a form of Latin. As is Romanian. (There's also a Sephardic Jewish connection with Ladino.) Think Latin or Djudeo Espanyol. That also introduced the Middle East as a genetic pool. Few genetic markers are shared with the Irish (whether Tinker or gaija) and the Middle East.

The term Ladino comes from "latino" and possible "ladrón" (thief) and usually refers to mestizo peoples. I worked with a Sephardic Jew from Peru by way of Spain—what he spoke really is similar to Spanish. Now, I love the Gypsy Kings—but I would never conflate them with the Celtic Irish Tinkers.

Just because the Celtic Travellers are nomadic, use caravans and have fabulous horses, it doesn't make them ethnically related to Gypsies. The problem is that this kind of nonsense has been repeated often enough as of late that most people believe that the Travellers are Gypsies. The notion probably arose during the Romantic period when Gypsies were considered exotic, therefore more interesting (and valuable) than the native peoples who suffered greatly under neocolonial rule.

There are real Romany Gypsies in Britain, but they're not ethnically related to the Irish Tinkers/Travellers. The Travellers in England also steer clear of the Gypsies. They're not particularly fond of each other. There's also a great stigma of marrying outside the clan.

Sadly, so much of history has been lost, as they're a nomadic peoples, and not much stock was placed on preserving history—that's an occupation for the landed, or settled folks who live in houses. Alas, now some Travellers even think they're related to Gypsies!

I have studied with the distinguished Celtic scholars of our era at UC Berkeley and elsewhere. My area of study is Medieval Ireland. So I've also studied folklore, medieval literature (translated Irish and Welsh epics) and linguistics, anthropology, archaeology, etc.

Irish Tinkers, or Travellers, who predate the Gypsies—if you can believe the medieval Irish epics—did make it to Scotland, England, and America—during the Great Famine. The Riches with Eddie Izzard was a TV show about the American Travellers.

I suggest that you add this update to your site:

"Founded November 24, 1996, the GVHS is the world’s first registry to recognize a breed of horse developed by the   ( add TRAVELLERS, AND )  Gypsies of Great Britain/Ireland and the only such registry founded on an in depth study of British/Irish (  TRAVELLERS, AND  ) Gypsies and their horses."

Adding the ethnically correct term will do wonders to reverse centuries of continual colonial apartheid waged against the Irish Travellers.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Huitzilopochtli


I once had a hummingbird divebomb me, making a huge cross with a J hook in the sky. He came right up to my face three times. I put my finger out and he landed on it...for a second. I was wearing red. And he was Colibri, or Huitzilopochtli, the god of war. I once found a nest made of spiderwebs and moss suspended over Paloverde Creek in Big Sur. Three tiny eggs. The hummingbird stood her ground. When I was child, my aunt found a tiny hummer the size of a grasshopper and it was my job that Easter week to feed it—every 2 hours. Don't recall if he made it. Probably not. But he was voracious. We kept him under a lamp. A small flame to keep him warm, this little warrior of the sun.

OCCUPY

OCCUPY: TOO LATE

In the time that God took to make the world
I have not accomplished much of anything.
This thing called poetry does not heed beck & call
but then, the police are beating our poets with batons
to teach them a thing or two about punctuation.
The poetry prompts, dry as sawdust in the imagination
but then, we are feeding our children wood pulp
calling it food, when it's fodder not fit for swine.
Reminds me of our actor-governor-president
proclaiming catsup in school lunches to be a vegetable.
Soon Congress will be proclaiming pepper spray
a vegetable too. Cops indiscriminately hosing
students and octogenarians alike with their MDR
of OC, or oleoresin capsicum.
That's 2 million Scoville Heat Units.
I can't eat hot food. Fried habañeros send me
into respiratory distress. Breathing is not an option.
Pepper spray, banned for use in war, or in prisons,
is OK to use on civilians. Especially students.
The 'choppers hovering overhead remind me
that I live in Oakghanistan. Occupied territories.
The scent of mace in the morning makes me nauseous.
PreOccupied. PostOccupied. Where will it all end?
My grandmother said that One day, mark my words,
They would go too far. It was always capital They.
No names. Maybe she was channeling the Anti-Christ.
She was citing Tammany Hall, events of another era.
She said that the people would rise up. Never too late.
The bankers, the oligarchy. Wall Street itself.
I feel like I'm stuck in a 21st century ebook
reliving the French Revolution where
the cobra of time is flashing back on itself.
Is it because we've discovered a neutrino
faster than the speed of light,
that we've somehow upset the balance
of space itself, setting time on its ear?
It's come to this. We are rising up
with our pikes upon our shoulders
stuffing our soles with straw and cardboard
insulation against the coming winter.
Saying sabot, sabot, sabotage.
It didn't end well for the peasants.
Let them eat straw.

11/20/11

Saturday, November 19, 2011

OVERHEARD AT THE CHECK-OUT STAND


Clerk to kid: How old are you?
Kid: I'm this many: I'm 5. (He holds up 5 fingers,
double-checks to see if they're all up).
Then asks: How old are you?
Clerk—I'm 65. (Kid looks at his fingers.)
Kid: Wow, you're really old! My mom is 47!
Clerk: Hey, you're not supposed to tell
anyone your mom's age!
The mother hides her face in her hands.
Everyone in line laughs.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

CHECKOUT LINE

CHECKOUT LINE

Without an excess of time
for art, for poetry, for leisure
or that thing called "having a life,"
I prepare for work in the corporate world
by lining my eyes with indigo and kohl,
assuaging the tired bags with eyescream
made from the rarest coffee extracts
& expensive organic emollients—
really just chi-chi variants of Preparation Haich
(shhh! Lord Barrymore's "morning after" secret).

When I fill out my pale eyebrows with powder
the model Brook Shields is invoked
so that the customers will like me 
as they buy an excess of food
pre arranged, pre packaged, pre pre.
And yes, the blank space is invoked
like the fatal flaw in a Navajo rug.
No hyphen need apply
because that would suggest connection
and subject-noun agreement
when there is no ambiguity
when it come to the 1%.
The grand prix price fix is shrink-wrapped
into mortgages and loans, how mort—
death is invoked. A 99% accurate gauge.

I have few islands of time
in excess of five-minute increments
in order to write, before launching
my smiling self onto the public realm
so that they will buy buy buy for/from The Man.
No matter that I work for a good company
we are still all drones to/for The Man,
to staged commerce, to the treadmill of buying.
My teeth aren't quite white enough,
I'm considered a tad too old for this job.
Should I dye my hair and drink less coffee?
I desperately need a new bra and knickers.
And Freecycle just won't do. Not enough uplift.
But I've managed to hold off for years
because I am shocked by what people buy.
Not basic necessities or staples,
but a plethora of pre-packaged luxury items—
thinking that this is their just due
for having earned The Good Life.

But they are merely eating their way
deeper into debt.
My register beeps in demonic supplication 
& I am part of the system
I refused to join for ages.
I joined—not on my own volition—
but because I am afraid of the future,
of medical bills, of paltry retirement stipends,
of the erasure of what was once good,
the loss of the idea of security,
or chicken every Sunday, the family
sitting down to break bread together.
Instead, we are the lost pieces 
of a jigsaw puzzle called America
waiting for our exit line,
pursued by the bear of hunger
and want and need.

11/13/11


Saturday, November 12, 2011

SCHIEFFELIN'S STARLINGS

     Hotspur: I'll have a starling shall be taught to speak
     Nothing but 'Mortimer,' and give it him,
     To keep his anger still in motion.”
                                 —Shakespeare, Henry IV, Part I.


When I was a child in the late 1950s, 
I remember vast murmurations of starlings
wheeling overhead heralded winter's bent claw.
From afar, they were like bevies of Victorian ladies 
rushing in taffeta gowns, accented by the thievery
of weak floorboards. Add the cicada's drone,
the breathy tide and warbling streams.

When a dark curtain of starlings drew nigh 
their flight was a cacophony of screech & din,
each bird following the bird in front
like wild winter geese all in a vee—
only with no one bird in the lead. 
With synchronized precision they'd weave 
and bank like shoals of skybound herring, 
or pond cells pulsing in a petri dish. 

At dusk, gyrating flocks of starlings
would blanket the trees down by the creek.
With many false starts, they'd alight
and take flight in tight aerial formations
like apparitions of dervishing angels
before bedding down for the night to roost. 
It's about group mind, pecking order
and safety in numbers. Who's gonna land
(or be eaten) first? Not me. Not me. 
Not meeeeeee. And so on.
Darkfall usually settled the squabble.

A murmuration of starlings. Wikipedia Commons.
One mad March morning in 1890, 
Eugene Schieffelin, an eccentric Bronx pharmacist 
feloniously in love with Shakespeare's works, 
let loose in Central Park some 60 starlings.
Schieffelin, a seventh son, avid Shakespeare buff, 
and chairman of the American Acclimatization Society,
introduced 600 species of the Avon Bard's birds
to the New World. Most of his lunatic schemes
never bore fruit, but 16 of his Adam & Evil couples
survived harsh winter. Schieffelin introduced a plague
of feathered locusts upon the continent. 
Not only starlings but also house sparrows.

But poetic justice is also served: an artist is teaching 
loquacious starlings, aka poor-man's-myna bird,
to utter the name of their liberator, Schieffelin, 
so their learned behavior will spread across the land—
like Nazi infiltrators trying to say Scheveningen.

Adult starling Sternus vulgaris. Wikipedia commons.
I remember one starling plummeted from the sky
and landed with an abrupt thump at my feet. 
I was transfixed by all that dead beauty 
still warm, but silent as the grave in my hand.
Its feathers—an aurora of indigo, teal and twilight 
spangled with iridescent shooting stars. 

I didn't want to bury that bird. It was far too lovely. 
But I knew that death belonged to the ground, 
not to the sky, or buried in my treasure box.

Friday, November 11, 2011

Jeff Buckley's “Hallelujah”

When my mom died, she was carrying Leonard Cohen's "I'm Your Man" audio cassette in her purse. I played Cohen's “Hallelujah” until the tape warped. Only song that got me through her death. 
 
Many people think Tim Buckley's son, Jeff Buckley wrote “Hallelujah”—but it is Leonard Cohen's song. Buckley drowned during a spontaneous evening swim—fully clothed—in the Wolf River Harbor, a slackwater channel of the mighty Mississippi River, caught in the wake of a passing boat, 1997. Buckley went down, boots and all, singing the chorus of "Whole Lotta Love" by Led Zeppelin.

Chart success also came posthumously to Jeff Buckley, with "Hallelujah" he attained his first #1 on Billboard's Hot Digital Songs in March 2008. But wasn't around to enjoy the accolades.

Rufus Wainwrignt knew Jeff Buckley, and recorded his version after Jeff. I don't like Rufus' whiny tone (in Shrek). I prefer Leonard's gravelly first release (I'm Your Man), and there are several Jeff Buckley versions of “Hallelujah” on YouTube.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Murmuration



When I was a child during the late 1950s, on winter evenings, murmurations of starlings would congregate overhead. Fom the distance, it sounded like a bevy of Victorian ladies in taffeta gowns madly rushing up and down a narrow hall, or spinning angels in a tight corner, punctuated by the squeaking of weak floorboards or the mutterings of mice. And the tingling of tiny tinny bells. Add the rushing tide. Myriad summer crickets. A small stream speaking over the rocks.

At dusk, the starlings would pulse and weave in an incredible aerial dance formation before settling down for the night to roost in the trees. It's about pecking order and safety in numbers. Who's on first? Or who's gonna land first. Not me. Not me. Not meeeeeee. And so on. Darkfall usually settled the squabble.

When a curtain of starlings got close you could really hear their wings—like a quail bursting from the bush, but longer and louder, pulsing with each twist and turn. An incredible din. Each bird following the bird directly in front of him—like winter geese in a vee. Only with no one bird in the lead. Weave and pulse like shoals of skybound herring, or pond cells contracting in a petri dish. A dance orgy in flight.

A murmuration of starlings. Wikipedia Commons.

However beautiful they are, passerine starlings, like pigeons and house sparrows, are not native to the Americas. European pests, invasive species of the highest arcana.

One mad March afternoon in 1890, an eccentric Bronx pharmacist, Eugene Schieffelin who was feloniously in love with Shakespeare's works, let loose in Central Park some 60 starlings, then 60 more the following year—of which 16 pairs survived harsh winter.

But Schieffelin, who was not only an eccentric seventh son, but an avid Shakespeare buff, and chairman of the American Acclimatization Society. A deadly combination. He wanted to introduce all 600 of the birds mentioned in Shakespeare's works, to the Americas. All of them.

Instead, Schieffelin introduced a bio-hazardous plague of feathered locusts upon the entire North American continent. Not only starlings but also house sparrows. Luckily, most of his lunatic schemes never came to fruition.

Ironically, starlings are only mentioned once in Shakespeare's works. So ultimately, we have Hotspur, or The Bard of Avon—who compared sparrows to angels that could awaken dreamers from their feathery beds—to blame for Eugene Schieffelin's madcap folly.

Hotspur: Nay, I will; that's flat:
He said he would not ransom Mortimer;
Forbade my tongue to speak of Mortimer;
But I will find him when he lies asleep,
And in his ear I'll holla 'Mortimer!'
Nay,
I'll have a starling shall be taught to speak
Nothing but 'Mortimer,' and give it him,
To keep his anger still in motion.” 
                 —Shakespeare, Hotspur: Act i, Scene iii. Henry IV, Part I.

By the time Rachel Carson's Silent Spring, the seminal book that launched the environmental movement, was published in 1962, many species of birds had died off in dramatic numbers, and some to the brink of extinction—including condors, pelicans, and bluebirds. It tool a decade before cumulative pesticides such as DDT were banned in the US.

But it seems Shakespeare's starlings weren't dying fast enough for some. The birds got a little extra goulish help from the government and Ralston as the feathered rats were ravaging agricultural crops and gobbling up thousands of dollars of feed (per day) at livestock pens—the pests were fast becoming a nuisance of starlings. Euphonic avicide poisons like Avitrol and Starlicide were developed.

But starlings proved the more resilient. From those original surviving 16 Adam & Evil pairs, 120 years later, they are now some 200 million strong in the United States alone—causing $125 billion in damage every year. That's not including the aeronautical aviation damage. Airplane engines and vast flocks of starling and blackbirds don't mix well. No-fly the friendly skies.

Like ravens and crows, gregarious starlings have a startling ability to mimic human speech—especially names. Sci-Fi-Dada artist Brian Collier is teaching wild starlings to say the name of their liberator, Schieffelin—like Nazi infiltrators trying to say Scheveningen—in the hopes that the learned behavior will spread throughout the Americas. Shades of sinister ornithology!

Starlings warble, chatter and whistle with the best of songbirds. Like parrots and magpies, these omnivorous polyglots (aka poor man's myna-bird) have impressive vocal chops. They can also mimic at least 20 different species of bird songs—including keening hawks, scolding jays and barking crows, as well as impressive renditions of metallic noises, cell phones, car alarms, yappity-yapdogs and wolf-whistles.

A few of these wandering minstrel birds made it to California in 1942, and by the 1950s, they had aggressively displaced the woodpeckers, flickers and bluebirds. Soon, there were vast colonies of starlings darkening the skies—only Hitchcock's The Birds hadn't yet been made. It was a battle of the birds versus farmers and ranchers in epic proportions.

But back to those murmurations of starlings. Enter me, as a child.

I remember one starling dropped out of the sky and landed with an abrupt thump at my feet. Dead, but beautiful vermin. An aurora of turquoise, peacock blue, indigo and purple night painted into its feathers spangled with iridescent and bronzed stars. I stared transfixed at all that dead beauty still warm in my hand.

I didn't want to bury that bird. It was far too beautiful. I gazed upon it’s still beauty for days. But I knew that death belonged to the ground, not to the sky, or buried in my treasure box.

Adult starling Sternus vulgaris. Wikipedia commons.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

GETTING A LIFE

GETTING A LIFE

What won't wait is getting a life
the things you once held so dear
the house, the job security,
the wife and kids, living in the suburbs.
You are perusing the usual mirror
and one day it finally tells you the truth
and you find you've run out of time.
But you've grown accustomed 
to looking at yourself backwards 
in the mirror for so long, 
that the right reflection seems wrong,
no matter what the angle of discontent. 
Their voices at night through the window,
invade your dreams until you are left
with nothing but the seeds of sleep 
waiting to sprout in the grave 
repast of your choosing.

11/6/11


Friday, November 4, 2011

AN UNEXPECTED POEM FOR DR. JOHN


A UNEXPECTED POEM FOR DR. JOHN

A friend sends a photo from Jerome, Arizona.
John's wearing cowboy boots, a black Stetson,
sheepskin vest, jeans, silver buckle—
as if he stepped out of the last century.
The only thing missing are rowelled spurs
and the odor of horse shit and alkali dust.
The story abides. Jerome, a mining town
rescued from oblivion by tourists and art.
Time itself stands still like a dull dude horse
for those foolhardy enough to brave the journey.

Last and only time we passed through Jerome
was at break-neck speed, Neil had a gig in Prescott
on the other side of Mingus Mountain. No Charlie.
Someone in Sedona said, It's not far at all… 
Famous last words. We whipped the van 
up the blood-red Mogollón Rim through sage,
twisted pinyon and stately Ponderosa pines.
We slithered around hairpin turns like wet noodles.
The Cleopatra Hill, stained with streaks of turquoise
and rust from open pit copper mines—a blur.
A drive by sighting. Couldn't even stop to visit.
I howled from the back seat like a sick dog.


My friend smiles for the unseen camera.
By the verdigris lintel of the old Connor Hotel
the bell held its tongue on the hangman's scaffold. 
Jerome, dubbed the wickedest town in the West. 
Worse than Body. IWW miners' strikes & deportation.
But the Labor bosses won. A real Company town.
Miners clung to dreams as underground pyrite fires 
raged in the mines for decades until it played out.
Their doorways reached out like empty arms.
The copper no longer "shines like Arizona gold."
Now, a broody buttermilk sky promises snow.

Beyond the blaze of Sedona's Red Rock sandstone,
the serene snowcapped San Francisco Peaks dream,
home of the kachina cloud ancestors. Indigenous
dreams of the Yavapai, the People of the Sun,
long forgotten, but some say they still hear 
the "Gaah-kaka" spirits singing at night
from the deep mines of Mingus Mountain.

Dr. John, whose ancestors fled the Ukraine,
finds tenure from Las Vegas to the Saudi Desert
where he adheres to the old ways of the Adab.
He dons a thobe & bisht vest, salwar for jeans,
a taqiyah cap, a shmaugh roped to his head
with an agal—camel hobble—for his Stetson band.
Al Qassim, a land of sand dunes & white saxaul trees.
How he left for a kingdom of camels & date palms
is a Bedouin mystery. All you need are three things:
a tent, a camel, and four wives. He doesn't have one.
A linguist, he wrestles an oasis of tongues
into something resembling time present.
But the retro cowboy way also suits him.
He leans too far forward on his toes—
in his $2.99 Goodwill crocodile boots,
after months in desert sandals, 
he is unused to the high stirrup heel.
All propped up and ready for the getaway.


When I was a kid, I was horse crazy.
I spent hours in the basement reading
the collection of musty dimestore books.
Zane Grey's novels: Riders of the Purple Sage
stolen herds, wild horses, star-crossed lovers,
stilted language, rustlers, and masked heroines.
All that remained of the story was the intrigue,
black Arabian stallions outracing the wind,
the lovers' escape into a verdant pocket canyon.
A cleft of blue sky. How they toppled Balancing Rock,
forever closing the only way in and out of Paradise.
The moral tenor of Mormon polygamy—over my head.
The real West was an uncharted region between towns
where anything is possible. The placenames survive:
Jerome, Cottonwood and Verde Valley. Zane's cabin
perched on the far Rim near Tonto Creek.

I've owned two pairs of cowboy boots.
The first pair were for horse shows.
I was a kid, but they were too big,
lead weights pulled me down into darkness.
A fire sale. Thank God, I never grew into them.
The 2nd pair were a flight of nostalgia.
A garage sale in Santa Fe,
down by the old Delgado Bridge
where the Rosenburgs were arrested.
Those traitorous boots wore the skin off my ankles
no matter what I did. They were inlaid
with indigo and russet leather,
with fancy stitching in floral motifs.
A shackle of hobbled beauty
with no escape, no flaw in the design.
Leaving me to ride off into the sunset.

11/4/11

Thursday, November 3, 2011

HALF-ASSED AMBIGUITY


HALF-ASSED AMBIGUITY

Unfortunately the idea of writing a "sort of" poem
conveys the idea of being half-assed.
In other words, not really investing in the process
of either/or. Ambiguity comes to mind.
And here I am, sort of skimming the surface,
where I can be as ambiguous as I want
no decisions need to be made
just keep the cursor moving
having forsaken pen and paper for the phosphor screen.
But I am already fragmented enough
in this century of mosaic tumult.
No time for chums, our dreams are inhabited
by night crawlers, not crickets.
No sultry evenings on the verandah
as penned by F. Scott Fitzgerald
or perhaps William Faulkner.
No sitting by the pool with Hemingway's 6-toed cats
or The Idea of Order at Key West.
What was that poem about anyway?
It's Sunday morning, everywhere, all at once.
Maybe the chickens crossing the road
had something to do with it.
What the mind wants. The forensics of detail.
The quay at the end of the mind
is an indelible blue ocean
whispering in the nascent spiral of your ear.
Sort of.

11/3/11

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

NaPoWriMo poem prompts 2011 (not used)


4/2 Write an epigraph poem

Words form the thread on which we string our experiences.

—Aldous Huxley (1894-1963)

RLB: use an epigraph to kickstart your poem. That is, use a quotation. You can use a favorite of your own, or if you’re having trouble thinking of one, I’ve provided a few below. To format an epigraph poem, a poet places the quotation between the title and the body of the poem, while also giving credit to the source of the quotation.

Example quotations:

“Our homes are on our backs and don’t forget it,” -Molly Peacock

“Always forgive your enemies–nothing annoys them so much.” -Oscar Wilde

“Every noble work is at first impossible.” -Thomas Carlyle

“Behind every great man is a woman rolling her eyes.” -Jim Carrey“

A friend doesn’t go on a diet because you are fat.” -Erma Bombeck


Molly Fisk: and when we returned after a month...


11/5 write an addict poem.
There are lots of possible addictions out there–some of them serious and some of them not so much. For instance, there are times when I think I’m addicted to work and pop (“pop” is what we call soda or cola in Ohio, where I was raised). Anyway, I realize today’s prompt might stir up some skeletons for some folks. For instance, I doubt I would’ve ever written my poem today without this prompt to prompt me.


11/7 Love poem/anti love poem prompt

RLB two options:
Write a love poem.
Write an anti-love poem.


MF Write a poem for a pigeon (flying rat or squirrel clichés not allowed!!)

Or use these starter lines:
my favorite restaurant is now a ...


11/10 paranormal poem

Write a paranormal poem. In case you’re unsure, click here for a thorough definition of the term “paranormal.”
Write a normal poem. I’m not sure what a normal poem is, but if you do (and you want to write one), go for it!


MF Or use these starter lines:
 kiss me in the back of…
I would rather have…
11/11/11

Remember the eleventh hour of the eleventh day in 1918 when the guns fell silent on the Western Front in Europe,

A repunit palindrome the last one for this century - until 3011


Today is 11/11/11, so today’s prompt is to write a poem involving math and/or numbers (I realize the higher you go in math the more abstract it gets). Anyway, have fun poeming today, because we won’t get to all meet up here again on 11/11/11 for another 100 years.


How to live like a ____________ in ____________
(how to live like a rock star in Buenos Aries.)
Rain on Sunday.
Fortune cookie.

The problem with puzzles

11/14  write a kind poem. 
My interpretation of this prompt is that the poem should either be kind or somehow involve kindness in it–one way or the other. I suppose the poem could also involve cruelty–as long as there is some form of kindness somewhere. But if you feel the need to stretch the prompt, go for it.

I am feeling a bit peckish today.


11/15 write a deadly and dangerous poem. Or you could write just a deadly poem. Or you could write a just dangerous poem. Feel free to poem on the wild side today!

Two prompts: Nov 15 — Everything seems to break at once.


Nov 16 — Write a poem for a pigeon (flying rat or squirrel clichés not allowed!!)

PROCRASTINATION


PROCRASTINATION

To begin the eleventh month
with a poem on procrastination
some 13 days after the fact,
November's poetry roll booty call
expressed in prime numbers
and how I'm late —always running
late for a very important date
but I was distracted by a murmuration
of starlings which led to a long blog
that spanned the bridge of time itself
like a black river of birds in the sky
followed by the poem nearly lost
but somehow, amidst all these fragments
something was saved.
Perhaps the flutter of birdwings 
in an abandoned house,
that thump against the glass—
a fallen bird, or a poem 
frightened to death before its begun.
I'll get to it eventually
but for now, this will have to do.

11/1/11

CPITS November newsletter, Terri Glass's interview with me


CPITS Poet teacher, Maureen Hurley reading student poems at Watershed Festival, Oct 2011
I posted this elsewhere in the blog, but here's the original CPITS November newsletter link, Terri Glass's interview with me, so this is a time capsule placeholder.

Found it! Here's the original link on my blog. Says it's uneditied...well, this way, I have both versions.

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Twittering on for Occupy Oakland


MC Hammer is following ME on Twitter? LOL! Occupy Oakland, Indeed.

I heard that (Fremont local) MC Hammer's been offering aid to #OccupyOakland folks. Verdad?  He's from East Oakland.

My Twitter handle is
@Mohurley but I gotta warn you I only check it quarterly.