Sunday, December 31, 1978

Sunday, December 24, 1978

APHRODISIAC

APHRODISIAC

He sits with his back to me, 
and his reflection in the mirror
watches me intently. 
Quite mad, his glazed fire opal eyes peer at me. 
He had been nibbling upon the mistletoe earlier, 
and was obviously quite high on its necromantic properties. 
The druids never mentioned anything about a cat 
getting high on mistletoe. 
But then again, he doesn’t like catnip. 
Aphrodite never told him he is supposed to get high 
on catnip either. 

No date, sometime in 1978
Buggins, a large, longhair, orange, and white tabby was quite an intelligent character. Completely nuts. Bob, who thought he didn’t like cats, took the cat when we broke up. I was devastated. But I was also homeless for quite some time.

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Thursday, December 21, 1978

KAT HAIKU

KAT HAIKU  

Sleepy cat stretches 
his popsicle toes furrily—
southern sun bathes him.

Asleep in a dark room, 
my gut for a launchpad, cat 
settles in for a bath.

Crumpled prayer rug 
on the floor while the glib cat 
quietly licks his paws.

Cat innocently
licks his paws, again surveys 
the prayer rug, crumpled.

Lonely, straightened rug 
waiting for the nesting cat 
to attack again.

Cat lies in waiting, 
watches rug suspiciously 
for some sign of life.

Dawn, suspiciously 
cat, and I watch each other 
for some signs of life.

Winter, 1978


Friday, November 24, 1978

THE CAGE

 THE CAGE

The soft rush of wings 
beat against the steel confines 
of the prison, the sound 
of pealing church bells 
strikes against the bars,  
the cage that encompasses 
more than a heartbeat.

No date, found on a scrap of paper with the poem called the scars on my toes from 1978.

ODIYAN

ODIYAN

Afternoon winter sun melts gently upon us 
as we gaze at the shimmering ocean 
from the inner courtyard of the Tibetan monastery 
tucked away in the coastal hills of California.

Along the winding ridge, the American Indian, 
and the American Buddhist coexist together,
in tune with the earth’s rhythms, and today is my birthday.

11/24/1978
I was with Bob’s little brother, Marc Hamilton who was living with us in Cotati. Marc was interested in Buddhism, so we drove in my blue bug to various monasteries.
 
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Friday, September 1, 1978

Atrocity of Luminosity no efile


WORD OF THE LORD

WORD OF THE LORD

Clean-shaven young men on tinny, two-wheeled steeds, 
ride, dressed and suits of gray conservatism, 
Bible and Watchtower in hand, bringing to the suburbs 
the word of the Lord. 

no date but I do remember writing it.

ANGELS OF DEATH

ANGELS OF DEATH

Thunderous applause—
Hells Angels rumbled into the quiet valley, 
riding slowly, dressed in black leather and jeans. 
A Thanatos cult of crossbones, the ritual of 
chains, 
wings, 
chrome and steel. 

They paused for beer at the Lodge 
and were made ordinary 
in the mid-60s summer heat.
Hitching back from school,
I was a curious observer
as they passed me by. 

No date, but probably written in Forest Knolls



FLUID PROCESSES

FLUID PROCESSES

Geometric shapes, the antithesis 
of creative processes 
unfold in a sterile environment. 
We are organic fluidity, 
soft curves and warm places, 
neither sharp, nor angular—
we unfold ourselves, 
and create. 

No date.

Education no efile


THE SCARS ON MY TOES

THE SCARS ON MY TOES

The scars 
on my toes of childhood, they dwell, 
remembering hot summer, 
swimming hole days, bathed 
in liquid green of algae and cattails.
Willows and alder perched upon rocks, 
alizarin roots, and threads of garnet 
in the cracks, naked, 
nut brown bodies with skin of green water, 
became like the wise frogs basking 
on log islands, 
and the minnows nibbled at our toes.

No date circa 1978


Purification, no efile (Why did Google flag this blog entry as a server error?)


Love Song no efile


INLAND PASSAGE

INLAND PASSAGE

The mid-day midsummer sun warmed
the railroad ties that smelled of tar and creosote,
and the light gathered on the Inland Passage
shimmering to the west,
to the Queen Charlotte Islands, & beyond, to Japan.
Haida bear who stands sentinel
to the deserted longhouses, last night
your ocean swells rolled and rocked our ship
until everyone was seasick.
So peaceful now, with secret coves
forested islands and factory ships.
The dolphins appeared at sunset
and escorted us to port.

June, 1977 or 78?
Headed to Prince Rupert


Daughter's Mother no efile


Confrontation no efile


3 poems: Word Gambling no efile